Came back from watching the turtles laying eggs and also a trip to Yak Yoh, Firefly Sanctuary at 2ish. (will write a post on it later). Reached home and decided to satisfy the grumbling tummy with some servings of carbs late at night...morning. Went back home at 4 after Kaklong and Alang had had enough of my dorkiness.
I went to bed and could not stop tossing and turning..looking for that something that was not there. It's 5.59 a.m. I got up, looked around in search for that something...It was then that the pang of loneliness came to hit me and I fell back slowly on the bed. I think I am starting to miss my husband and I do not like the feeling at all! I really miss him..and this loneliness aches like it has never ached before. I need to cry..I haven't cried a bit since he left, but my tears would not come out. My heart is in pain..I want him badly, to hear my stories, to hold my hand when I sleep, I need him for he is my companion, I need him because he is my better half.
Amat Apis, I haven't said this at all to you...I am struggling to be strong without you and yes, I miss you too.
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